Post by Azonthus on Feb 20, 2007 0:08:45 GMT -5
Last night, I had two dreams that were very disturbing to me and stuck with me all day. I’m still trying to figure out exactly what they mean, if anything, or if I’m just over analyzing things. But, as it is, I think it’s strange that I had basically the same dream twice in one night. It seems like the only way to get them out of my head is to write them down!
The first one started out with me as a male doctor. I was kind of like House on TV. There was a girl who came in with some weird disease that was giving her a huge rash all over her body. The rash got into her eyes and they started to get very infected. I decided the only way to save her life, and stop the rash, was to remove her eyes. After her eyes were taken out, I discovered that something else was the problem and there would have been an easier solution than blinding her. I helped her, but contracted the disease myself. I started to get sick and delirious and then my right eye started to get infected and red. This female doctor, and head of the hospital, was stroking my head and telling me that my eye would have to be removed. I kept muttering “andiamo” (which meant I love you in my dream) and meaning that to tell her that my eye didn’t have to be removed. She kissed me on the forehead and said the precedent had been set. I woke up when they started squishing my eye out because it was so disturbing and painful in my dream.
After falling back to sleep again, I had pretty much the same dream.
Again, I was a boy. I was in the basement of some building. The room looked something like a laundry room/janitors room in a hotel. I knew I was special and could escape this place if I was very careful. There was a woman there who would sometimes come down and visit me. When she asked what one thing I desired, I told her I wanted control. She nodded and walked back into the hallways darkness and vanished. After a while, I decided to try to make my escape. I walked out the door and into the sunlight. It was beautiful and warm. I looked up at the building and saw that it was very tall, but the only way to escape would be to soar above it. I leaped into the air and started flying. At first, I stayed low and glided around the lower floors of the skyscraper building, getting used to the feeling of flight. Once I was comfortable with that, I went straight up, hoping to reach freedom just above the clouds. But, when I reached the roof of the building, the woman was standing there. She threw a black X thing at me and said “Here is the control you wanted!” I lost my ability to fly and she trapped me again. Suddenly, we were inside a dirty apartment room inside the building. I was weak and delirious and my chest burned. She showed me a picture from a comic book and it had someone’s eyes squinched shut; they were colored in with blues and red lines to show pain. Even looking at the picture caused my eyes to hurt. She then showed me another page with a symbol in blue and red on someones chest and said it was starting to appear on mine. That symbol was a sign that I would destroy the world because I was really from an alien race and the red and blue were signals of danger and warning. She stroked my head and calmly told me that she would kill me and save the world. I fell into another delirium muttering “it’s our world” and meaning that I would never hurt anyone, I just wanted to be free. This is where I woke up.
So, there are my weird dreams! I find it strange that I was a boy in both of them, delirious, a woman with great power over me was causing me great pain/ending my life, and I kept begging for mercy/freedom. Never had the same dream twice in one night before!
The first one started out with me as a male doctor. I was kind of like House on TV. There was a girl who came in with some weird disease that was giving her a huge rash all over her body. The rash got into her eyes and they started to get very infected. I decided the only way to save her life, and stop the rash, was to remove her eyes. After her eyes were taken out, I discovered that something else was the problem and there would have been an easier solution than blinding her. I helped her, but contracted the disease myself. I started to get sick and delirious and then my right eye started to get infected and red. This female doctor, and head of the hospital, was stroking my head and telling me that my eye would have to be removed. I kept muttering “andiamo” (which meant I love you in my dream) and meaning that to tell her that my eye didn’t have to be removed. She kissed me on the forehead and said the precedent had been set. I woke up when they started squishing my eye out because it was so disturbing and painful in my dream.
After falling back to sleep again, I had pretty much the same dream.
Again, I was a boy. I was in the basement of some building. The room looked something like a laundry room/janitors room in a hotel. I knew I was special and could escape this place if I was very careful. There was a woman there who would sometimes come down and visit me. When she asked what one thing I desired, I told her I wanted control. She nodded and walked back into the hallways darkness and vanished. After a while, I decided to try to make my escape. I walked out the door and into the sunlight. It was beautiful and warm. I looked up at the building and saw that it was very tall, but the only way to escape would be to soar above it. I leaped into the air and started flying. At first, I stayed low and glided around the lower floors of the skyscraper building, getting used to the feeling of flight. Once I was comfortable with that, I went straight up, hoping to reach freedom just above the clouds. But, when I reached the roof of the building, the woman was standing there. She threw a black X thing at me and said “Here is the control you wanted!” I lost my ability to fly and she trapped me again. Suddenly, we were inside a dirty apartment room inside the building. I was weak and delirious and my chest burned. She showed me a picture from a comic book and it had someone’s eyes squinched shut; they were colored in with blues and red lines to show pain. Even looking at the picture caused my eyes to hurt. She then showed me another page with a symbol in blue and red on someones chest and said it was starting to appear on mine. That symbol was a sign that I would destroy the world because I was really from an alien race and the red and blue were signals of danger and warning. She stroked my head and calmly told me that she would kill me and save the world. I fell into another delirium muttering “it’s our world” and meaning that I would never hurt anyone, I just wanted to be free. This is where I woke up.
So, there are my weird dreams! I find it strange that I was a boy in both of them, delirious, a woman with great power over me was causing me great pain/ending my life, and I kept begging for mercy/freedom. Never had the same dream twice in one night before!
